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Saturday, May 16, 2020

Some thoughts on the new proposed vaccine and 'Rules of the Road.'

Covid Journal - May 16, 2020

Welcome to day 5,335,667 of the Covid age…. at least it seems that way.  Actually it’s hard to believe it’s barely 8 weeks since things went off the track.  It seems as long as summer vacation seemed when you were a kid – endless – until it ended suddenly.    

Speaking of school, I hear they’re letting kids go back as long as they practice social distancing…  they have to stay 2 meters apart.  When I was at school I would have been thrilled if kids got that close to me.  I guess when it comes to social distancing I was ahead of my time.

They’ve changed how we’re supposed to interact, but they don’t seem to give us any rules other than stay six feet apart.  Imagine if they changed all the traffic rules and said, “Drive wherever you want, but stay six feet away from other cars….”    Wait a minute, that’s what they do now.

Now when I’m out I have to go through a whole check-list NASA would be proud of.  Have I got my blue latex gloves? Have I got my non-medical mask? I actually have an old N-95 mask; but I’m afraid of wearing it in public lest I’ll be shamed.  It’s probably more socially acceptable to wear a mink coat outside than wearing a N95 mask in public.

There’s a lot of people who refuse to wear masks; they think it looks dorky.  Donald Trump – for one – he’s such a cool guy he doesn’t need a mask.  He should try one – maybe his ratings might go up.  I’m surprised they haven’t brought out mask wearing celebrities to tout wearing masks- like Batman, the Lone Ranger, or the Beagle Brothers…  Maybe they could make an N95 Darth Vader mask.

Then there’s the problem of the latex gloves.  The fingers are too long and hang out over the ends of my fingers.  Yesterday when I tried opening my jacket one of my gloved fingers got stuck in the zipper, and since my wallet was in my other hand, I couldn’t figure out how to fix it.  There were three or four people who seemed willing to help me, but they didn’t want to violet the six-foot rule.  So I stood there looking like Brer Rabbit stuck to the tar baby in an Uncle Remus book.

Going to a store these Covid days is an adventure.  You have to line up, but you have to stand on specially designated ‘spots.’  But when you finally get in, it’s really scary.  They’ve put arrows up everywhere.  There are two-way aisles, one way aisles , and I don’t know which way to go aisles.  It’s the one-way aisles that confuse me the most.  What happens if I miss the Corn Pops as I’m walking down a one-way aisle?  Do I have to walk all the way around the store again?   Can I turn around and walk back down the aisle?  Or do I have to walk backwards going “beep beep beep?”  What about at aisle intersections?  Does the person on the right have the right-a-way?

Even walking down the sidewalk now is confusing.  If someone is walking towards you, which way am I supposed to go to avoid them?  To the left?  To the right?  Right now I try an indicate that I’m going to pass on one side and then head over to that side.  Then I notice the person walking towards me has decided they want to pass on the same side, so I alter my plans and angle over to the other side, only to see they’ve done the same!  And so it goes like a game of chicken.   I think they have to announce some official rules for this.  Maybe use maritime rules where two boats approaching head on; both vessels should alter course to starboard to pass port-side to port-side….   

So that would mean when two people are approaching head on, they should pass left shoulder to left shoulder. 

As I said in an earlier entry every day is like Groundhog Day.   I get up get a cup of coffee turn on the TV and watch our Prime Minister climb up on the back of a pickup truck, and shovel money off in every direction.  He manages to find something for every segment of society.  Tomorrow I expect him to shove off a load for One Eyed Albanian dwarfs. 

I notice every day he’s getting scruffier and scruffier.  He’s making scruff look chic.  His hair is getting wilder and wilder.  It looks like a beaver climbed up on his head and died. 

People all around the world are starved for sports.   The biggest sport seems to be watch hundred-year-old guys with walkers walk around their gardens for money.  It started in Britain with a hundred-year-old guy, and now there’s one in Canada doing the same thing.  I’m sure if I look, I’ll find a French guy, an Australian guy…..    Maybe we can have a match race between them like the old golfers are doing : the 100 minute dash?  Around the block in 80 minutes?   At least it would be faster than watching cricket. 

There is hope on the horizon: researchers in Oxford England have announced they have developed a vaccine that is 100% effective in monkeys.  They’ve recently began human trials and hope to have a vaccine available by the end of the year!  So far they’re happy with the results of the human trials announcing the only side effects appear to be a slight swelling at the vaccination sight, and an urge to throw feces when pissed off.  Retailers also have announced people have begun to horde bananas.

Well that’s it for now.   Stay safe.  Keep smiling.


Sunday, April 26, 2020

"Let my People Go.... out of the house!"

It’s been a few weeks since I’ve written.  The reason isn’t because I’ve been busy – quite the opposite: nothing much has happened.  Life for me, and I’m sure many of you, has turned into Ground Hog Day (the movie).  Every day is the same.  If one morning my radio wakes me up playing ‘I’ve Got You, Babe’ I think I’ll lose my mind.   This is what it must be like to be in prison – at least I don’t have to worry if I drop the soap in the shower.
Every day, if it’s not raining, we go for walk.  I see the same people walking  the same dogs.  I notice that most people here in upscale Surrey have two dogs.  A big dog, I refer to as the ‘main dog’, and a smaller dog I’ve designate as the ‘auxiliary’ dog.  I guess they use the auxiliary dog if the main one breaks down. 
Like the dogs people have worked out a pecking order.  There is an innate knowledge of who gives way to who. The only ones who seem not care about the ‘rules’ are the joggers.  They seem to think that the sidewalk is their personal track.  They come puffing up behind you without a warning and practically brush against you as they pass leaving you to inhale their exhaust as they run by.  One of these times I’m going to stick my leg out…
“Hey, man! what the fu..  , you tripped me!”
“No, that’s impossible,” I’ll reply. “I don’t have a six foot leg…”
Then he’ll probably beat the shit out of me.

The only other time I get out is to go the liquor store to buy building material for my ‘beeramid’ which is now a structure of empties rather than full ones.  Unfortunately the liquor store doesn’t take returns and the  recycle shops are all closed.  I’ve informed my wife she may have to move her car on to the street to accommodate my wall of empties. 

I was shocked to see the changes they’ve made at the liquor store since I last visited to stock up.  They now are only letting limited amounts of people in.  They have had about five tills, so they let in about five people at a time.  When one leaves another is allowed in.  To facilitate this they have marked big “X’s” on the side walk.  You stand on your X and when they let someone in, you move up one X.  All this is supervised by the ‘beer monitor,’ – who’s qualifications are they had to have been a hall monitor in school.   This sounds fool proof, but they underestimate the drinking class.  People don’t understand the concept of social distancing which leads to people  cutting in line… or should I say between the X’s.  I witnessed one classic altercation when somebody didn’t stand on their X but moved up closer to the person in front of him.
“Hey, back off asshole,” the infringed guy shouts. “What is it about  social distancing you don’t understand?”
“Hey, why don’t you just calm, down jerkface.  What’s your problem?  Going through withdrawl?   Can’t you wait to get your fix?
…and it escalated until the beer monitor threatens to give them detentions and send them to the office.

There are a few exciting things that happened, I should report.  We had a major Covid outbreak right here in our condominium complex.  Evidently the social committee arranged for the annual St. Paddy’s Day Party in early March.  There was much swilling of green beer, teary eyed singing of ‘Oh Danny Boy’ and kissing of the Blarney Stone and each other’s wives…   

Unbeknownst to the collected assembly, one of the participants had been  tested for Covid (but had not received her results).   The result is that ten people in the complex have tested positive. A week later we were told that four of them we’re in hospital and one had died after being on a ventilator for over a week.

Luckily Michele and I didn’t attend the event.  In fact we never attend ANY events.  The result is when we meet someone in the complex they ask if ‘we’re new, here.’  We’ve been here over ten years.  This just motivates me more to keep being  a hermit.

A few days ago I saw my next door neighbour who informed me her  husband, Jack (not his real name) had tested positive!

Jack is the poster boy of the perfect Covid victim:  he’s been in and out of hospital the past couple of months with strokes.  He has breathing problems.  Even before he had the strokes, when I saw him walking slowly around the complex, I’d say to Michele.
“Look!  Dead man walking!” 

So when his wife told me he was one of the party celebrants who tested positive I expected the worse.

“Is he in hospital?” I ask hopefully.
“No, no,” she replies.
“I’m so sorry, “I say expecting he was the one who had passed away.
“No, Jack shook it off like a dog passing through a sprinkler,” she replies.  “Had hardly any symptoms.”
“And you?” I asked.
“Nothing, na-da.  I’m fine.  We both just finished our two-week quarantine.”
Go figure.

The other big event was Passover.  Normally we have a big ‘seder’ for friends and family.  Sometimes up to 20 people.   Not this year.  When it becomes apparent it will be impossible to have people over, my son suggests a virtual seder.  He walks us through setting up the video using Microsoft Teams.  There will be three families:  ours in Surrey, my son’s family – also in Surrey, and my daughter’s family in Alberta. 

It turns out the technology wasn’t quite there.  My daughter’s camera somehow ‘slipped’ so all we see is a close up of a Manischewitz Wine with my son-in-law’s hand occasionally moving it.   The most I saw of my two granddaughters  was one fingernail. 

Things were much better at my son in law’s house where he meticulously positioned the camera so I could see them all.  Unfortunately there was no sound.  I later found out this was my fault as I had set my internet speed at ‘dial-up.’

Mercifully the whole event is over in less than an hour.  I can just imagine if they had to rely on video conferencing  back  when God was talking to Moses.

“Moses, go to Pharaoh, and tell him to let my people go.”
“Sorry, God, but there’s a lock down.  There’s a plague on.
“Sorry, about that Moses.  I’m just practicing.”
“for what?”
“Never mind.  You have to go and tell him. “Let my people Go.”
“Okay, I get it.  How about I do it on line?”
“I’ll have my IT guys talk to his IT guys and we’ll set up a video conference on Zoom or Skype.”
“I don’t care just get it done.”

“Moses, can you see me?”
“Sorry, Pharaoh, I’m only seeing the top of your hat…. Can you pan down a bit?
“I can’t hear you, Moses.  There seems to be a lag…..”

Anyways you get the pictures.  The Jews would still be in Egypt.

The part of the day I look forward to is Donald Trump’s Daily Press Conference.  It’s even more hypnotic and bizzare than the Tiger King.     

On Thursday he suggested a new cure by either ingesting copious amounts of a disinfectant or swallowing a blacklight as he’s been told that UV rays can kill viruses.  Doesn’t he realize that UV rays also kill people – like with cancer?   Hasn’t he realized that we wear sunblock to STOP UV rays? 
The suggestion  people might ingest  disinfectants might lead to bizzare situations where  there’ll be TV commercials like the Coke/Pepsi challenge  with

A guy standing in front of a table with three small glasses filled with various colored liquids. 

ANNCR: “We have three glasses here marked A, B, C, .  We want to see if Bob Smith from Seattle can pick out the new lemon flavoured PineSol….. 

I don’t resend many ‘jokes’ or videos, but this British one about Covid is a classic.  A tip of the hat to Colin Cooper for sending it to me:
As you can see I have far too much time on my hands.   

Happy Ground Hog Day
Keep Safe, Keep Smiling


Sunday, March 29, 2020

The Covid Dosey Doe

Thursday  March 27th

My day usually begins by shouting at the old guy in the bathroom mirror to back off.  Then the day proceeds with some writing, editing, then if the weather is nice a careful walk outside n the 'germosphere.'  I mentioned the “Covid shuffle” in an earlier post.  That’s where people struggle to keep the distance between the person in front of them and behind them in a line-up.  There’s now a dance for walking outdoors:  the Covid dosey doe.  That’s where people sort of dosey doe when they encounter another person on the side walk.  Both parties retreat to the opposite sides of the sidewalk and carefully rotate around each other. That’s where he retreats to the other side of the street before performing the dosey doe.   Always facing the other person in case they suddenly lunge at them.  Once safely past each other, they return to their original path – the Covid dosey doe. My friend Larry has a variation: the wide dosey doe. 

Generally my day revolves around the TV press conferences.  In the old days, before the virus, my viewing was set around watching my favourite shows, like Game of Thrones, Better Call Saul, House of Cards, Ozark  now it’s press conferences.

Looks like six more weeks of Covid

 First there’s the morning address by the Prime Minister who is still quarantined in his residence.  He emerges promptly at 8:15  and squints into the camera.  If he sees his shadow we have six more weeks of plague.  There’s the noon press conference with The Provincial Health Officer.  They are becoming media stars in a media starved for stars now that there are no sports or celebrity stars anymore.  Just to name just three:

Listen to my voice... you are getting drowsy

1.       We’ve got Dr.  Bonnie in BC.  Dr. Bonnie is a petite blonde lady who has a very calming voice.  If anyone could make the frightening daily statistics sound mundane it’s her.  She reminds me of my grade four teacher.  I slept through that year.

"Quick!  What's the atomic number of cesium?"
In Alberta they’ve got Dr. Deen Hinshaw, she of the bangs are cut in the style of Moe Howard (of the three stooges).  She has over 30,000 twitter followers.  She not only serves as a dispenser of information, but is also a fashion trend setter.  She recently wore an out of fashion dress she wore featuring the periodic table had the phone ringing off the hook at the manufacturer in Victoria.  The company had to put the dress back in production.
"You wouldn't believe her!  Care for a bisquit?"

3.       Then there’s Dr. Horacio Arruda in Quebec.  Here he is describing his high school prom date.  Besides dispensing daily updates he provides recipes for Portuguese pastries (really!!).   

"I'll trade you two Hinshaws for an Arruda"

So there’s a competition among the provinces: our Health Official is better than yours!  But how to tell: I’ve come up with an idea:  trading cards. I’ve mocked up one here.  Picture on the front and stats on the back. Stats broken down by day: cases, hospitalized, ventilators, recovered.  We could work out a percentage of cases/recovered, so we'd have a measure to compare them.

 If you think this is a whacky idea, they actually are selling t-shirts with their faces on them.

Then there are the American press conferences:  the state governors, various members of congress, Senators, and the  piece de resistance,  President Trump’s daily appearance.  The three o’clock press conference (pacific time) begins promptly at three thirty, four, or four thirty:  it depends on when President Trump decides to wander out on stage.  It’s at this time my wife wanders into my office and removes sharp objects from my reach. 

Earlier this week Mr. Trump announced he was sending the military to the southern and northern borders.  When asked why this was responsible, he responded saying he wanted to stop illegal aliens crossing the border into the United States.  When it was pointed out this was not an issue on the northern border – in fact the Canadians had closed their borders to keep them out, the president thought a moment then stated (and I’m not making this up) “It’s to keep them from smuggling steel into the United States. “

We have a popular reality show here that focuses on crazy things that happens at the border.  I can see a future episode.
It's for personal use.


Where you folks heading?

Down to Seattle.

Purpose of the trip?

To get gas.

What’s about all that weed in the back?

Personal use.

You sure you’re not carrying any steel back there?

(nervous)  Steel?  No, absolutely not.  No steel.  Just weed….

The reason America doesn't have an Anvil industry

What’s this then?  A steel Anvil.  No wonder we have no Anvil manufacturers left here in America.  You Canadians smuggling them in.  Out of the truck….

You get the picture….        

Friday, March 27

On Friday I got the much anticipated call from the Urologist.  He’s doing appointments by phone.  Luckily no rubber glove or Vaseline was involved.    I had been seeing him because I have the old man’s complaint.  I pee too much.  He had me keep a  ‘voiding diary,’  (If this is too much information – you can to the next entry).  When I visited him a month ago he gave me a graduated cylinder and a form to fill out.  It had columns for time, amount, etc.  I had to fill it out for three days.   Right away I ran into trouble.  I called my wife.
“I need your help,” I shouted from the bathroom.
“Too pee?” she said from outside?  “I didn’t know it was a two person job.”
“It’s the diary thing I have to do.  I need to pee into  this jug, and then time it with the stop watch.  I don’t have enough hands.”
“What do you want me to do,” she replies warily.
“Nothing physical,” I assure her.  “I need you to take the stopwatch, and when I begin to pee you time it.   When I stop, you stop the watch.”
I hand her out the stop watch.
“Okay,” she says from outside the door, “I’m ready.”
A few moments go by.
“I don’t hear anything,” she says.
“Don’t rush me,” I shout back.  “I’ve got a shy bladder.  I can’t go if people are putting pressure on me.”
A few moments go by.
“Did you read the instructions on this form?” she asks.
“No,” I reply, “I don’t need instructions on how to pee.”
“It says here to mark down the time of day.  Not how long it takes to pee.”
“Oh,” I say. “I guess I don’t need you after all.”

The doctor calls around the appointed time.
“Jeff, I’ve been going over your diary.  The problem is your tank is too small.”
“What’s my toilet tank got to do with anything?” I ask.
“Not your toilet tank,”  the tank inside you.
“You mean my bladder?”
“Yeah, bladder.”
This is the guy who referred to my prostate as Mt Baker.  He doesn’t seem to be big in using medical terms for things.
“Yeah, the average guy’s tank is 300ml.  You seem to be hovering around   150ml.
“Maybe I’m a just  sort of a tank half full kind of guy.”  I offer. “Maybe my prostate, I mean Mt Baker, is taking up too much room.”
“You need to train it,” he says. “You can make it a game.”
“A game??” I reply incredulously.
“Yeah, see how long you can hold it before you have to go.”
“Do you think I could make it a spectator sport?  There’s no sports on TV.  I could stream it live.  Maybe wear trainers?
“What?” he asks.
My attempt at humour seems to go over his head.
“I’m going to mail you an article about it,” he says.
“Why don’t you just email it to me,” I ask.
“I’m not good at that internet stuff,” he states.
“What’s there to be good at?” I ask. “You just press the button that says ‘attach file.’  For God’s sake, you’re not even 50 and you can’t figure out email?”   I can do it and I’m 75! and I let you do guided tours of my insides?”
“Yeah,” he retorts, “but  I don’t have any trouble peeing!  Maybe my receptionist can figure it out.  If not we’ll drop it in the mail.  I gotta go.”
“Me too,” I reply hanging up the phone and heading for the bathroom.

Later that night watching TV my wife looks strangely at me.
“Are you mad at me?” she asks.
“No,” I reply. “Why?”
“You seem to be walking around with clenched teeth.”
“It’s a game.” I reply.

Sunday, March 22, 2020

Friday March 20, 2020

I’m tired of spending hours foraging for toilet paper.  I’ve decided to grow my own.  (A shout out to John Oliver who passed this idea on to me). 

Most of today was worrying about my son and his family.  They had gone to Australia three weeks ago for spring break and to begin to look for housing (My son commutes for work, but the commute from Vancouver is getting wearing).   When things exploded with the virus  a weeks ago they decided to come home. They’ve been trying to come home since.  They finally got a Qantus flight to Los Angeles that leaves at midnight.  My son says things are getting crazy in Australia and they’re seeing the same sort of panic we’re seeing here.
“People’s nerves are totally shot,” he texted.  “First the fires, then floods, now the virus.”
“Well the good news is there’s only seven more plagues before it’s over,” I texted back.

I went for a walk this morning.  I found the best way to make other walkers, joggers, runners, dog walkers and  bikers away. I find by talking loudly to myself and growling when people get too close generally works.  Not so much with the dog walkers. 
One lady was not deterred.  She blocked my path
“You’re acting very strangely.  Do you have the virus?”
“No,” I replied. “Rabies.”
“Oh, thank God, I was worried it was something serious.”

I got a call from my doctor in the afternoon.  I had an appointment scheduled for next Thursday.
The receptionist informed me the doctor would be doing the appointment over the phone.  I don’t have a problem with that – except it’s my urologist.   I’m not big into self-examinations.
“Okay, Jeff, this won’t take too long.  Do you happen to have a rubber glove and a jar of Vaseline handy?
I’m not looking forward to that call. This is the same doctor who once described my prostate as “the Mount Baker of Prostates.”  Based on my personal experience you don’t want a urologist who likes to act as a tour guide when he’s navigating your interior plumbing. 

At least I didn’t have to leave him a tip.

Friday, March 20, 2020

"Idiot Zero"

Thursday March  19th

I’m up early to watch competing Press conferences.  I don’t understand something.  President Trump and his advisers are advising  keeping social distancing, yet there they are day after day lined up as close as ten pins.   The Canadians, on the other hand, are standing so far apart that it takes ten seconds for one of them to hike over to the podium.

Today, with the basics out of the way, I’m going to look for some of the non-essentials to make my hunkering down more comfortable: beer and candies.

I show up at the Liquor store just as they are opening.  The store looks like the supermarket – empty.  I take four cases over to the cashier.
“Good thing you’re stocking up,” she says. “They’re tell us we might be closing in a couple of days.
I take the four cases out to the car, then decide to go back for two more – just to be safe.  Then I walk over to the drugstore to see if they have any facial tissues.  They have no tissues, but the manager is handing out two bags of toilet paper per family.   I take my allotment, thanking him profusely.  As I stand in the lineup I get into a conversation with a guy in front of me.  I mention I hear they’re closing the liquor stores soon.  He throws the toilet paper to his wife and bolts out the door and runs over to the liquor store.  While I’m waiting in line I text a few of my friends  warning them they should stock up on booze soon because it might not be available.

I then head over to the dollar store to pick up my guilty pleasure: Jolly Ranchers (or, as my grandkids call them: Jolly Rogers).  I pick up twenty packs.    There’s a long line up.  They’re not many people, but they’re spread out keeping a six-foot distance between each of them.  I notice there’s a new ‘line dance.’ It’s called the ‘Covid Shuffle.’ If somebody moves forward, everyone moves forward.  If someone moves back, everyone moves back.  I’m waiting to see some genius putting it to music.   I like having a lot of space around me.  I’m not a ‘hugger.’  I come from a long line of non-huggers.  That’s why the Grobermans have survived the Black Death, the Plague, Polio, Cholera and Pogroms.  We keep our distance.

There’s an elderly lady behind me who isn’t paying attention.  I see her browsing the candies at the side of the line, and slowly getting close to me.  I inch a bit forward forcing everyone in the line to do the same.  She inches closer.  I repeat this, but she’s not paying attention, so I think I should gently bring it to her attention.
“Back off, bitch!!  Or I’ll wrap that walker around your neck.”
She gets the message.  I now seem to have a LOT of distance between me and other people.
While I’m waiting in line I begin to wonder if I shouldn’t walk back to the liquor store and pick up a few more cases of beer… just in case.

When I get there, the place is packed!  There are literally people lined up out of the door.  I go inside and there’s nothing left.  I see the clerk trying to restock.
“What happened, I ask.”
About twenty minutes after you left the place literally exploded with people.  Some idiot started a rumour that all the liquor stores are closing.”
“Isn’t that what you said?” I ask.
“No.  Just this store might close for a few days.  We’re renovating.

That night on the news they announce there’s been a run on the liquor stores.  They go to great length reassuring people they aren’t closing the stores.  There’s no shortage.  They’re perplexed how the rumour got started.  My wife turns to me and says “They’re going to find out it was you.  You started it. you texted all your friends, and they texted all their friends and so on.”
“How are they are ever going to pin it on me?” I ask.
It’s like the coronavirus.  They’ll trace it all back to the person who started it.  In this case it won’t be ‘patient zero,’ it’ll be ‘idiot zero.’

I plan to hunker down at home and build a beeramid in the garage.

More in a few days.

Thursday, March 19, 2020

Loonie Tunes: First installment in 'A Journal of the Covid Year'

Monday, March 16th

I’m beginning to fee nervous.  For the past week I’ve been feeling superior, laughing at news videos of people with shopping carts packed high with bags of toilet paper, Kleenex, paper towels, and bags of avocados.  I’m having a hard time wrapping my head around of why someone might need a 150 rolls of toilet paper – this disease doesn’t seem to have a ‘trot’ component like the Norwalk virus.  What are these people going to do with it all?  Build a fort?  And the bags of avocados?  Obviously these people are certified idiots.

Tuesday March 17th

I went to the local supermarket today to pick up my usual order of buns, and deli.  As I pass by the paper goods aisle I notice it’s empty – and when I say empty, I mean totally empty – the whole aisle!  As I look down other aisles I see great gaps: no pasta, no tuna fish, no cans of soup, and the meat counter is looking pretty sparse too.  I’m beginning to have an uneasy feeling.  My intellect tells me there is no problem.  There is no supply problem, this is only temporary.  But then the primal ‘hunter & gatherer’ part of my brain whispers, these people know something that you don’t.  If you don’t act now and soon – they’ll be nothing left.  You and your family will starve My wife thinks I’m being paranoid.

I go home make a corned beef sandwich and watch CNN interrupt “Breaking New” with “More Important Breaking News,” and “Still Even More Important Breaking News.”

Wednesday March 18th

Last night my wife tried to put her phone in grocery order in.  She was on the computer for hours.  The site was either down, or part way through entering her order it would crash.  She decides we should go directly to the store and shop in person.  I accompany her to make sure we get enough of everything.   

When we arrive almost all the shopping carts are gone.  My wife finds one left in the hut.  She takes a looney out of her purse and puts it into a slot on the cart to unlock it.
“This is a special looney.   I disinfected it.  After we come back we get it back.  That way it touches nobody else.”  She takes a paper towel out of her purse and a small bottle of disinfectant and wipes down the grocery cart. 
“Keep your hands in your pocket and don’t touch anything,” she lectures me like a small child.  “You don’t know who’s touched what.” She takes a folded paper towel out of her purse and hands it to me.   “If you must pick up something use this paper towel.”

Once we enter the store it’s evident something is going on.  People have determined looks on their faces as they rapidly push their carts down empty aisles – swiveling their heads back and forth, desperately looking for things.  Like the store I visited yesterday, the paper goods aisle is totally bare.  There are no eggs, no milk, no chicken.  I feel a sinking feeling in my stomach.  I’m feeling like the lazy ‘grasshopper’ watching the determined streams of ants are emptying the shelves.

My wife manages to get about half the items on her list.  After she unloads the cart into the car she asks me to return the cart to the shed.
“Don’t forget to get our looney back,” she lectures me.
As I arrive at the empty shed a woman is waiting for a cart. She drops  a looney into my hand and takes the cart.
“Trade you,” she says.
I shove the looney in my pocket and head back to the car.  As I approach, I see a look of horror on my wife’s face.”
“What have you done!” she shrieks.  “You gave away my special disinfected looney and now you’ve handled one that god knows where it’s been.”
“I’ll throw it away,” I offer.
“It’s too late for that.  Don’t touch it for at least 6 hours, then bring it to me with tweezers and I’ll disinfect it.  From now on I’ll deal with the cart.”

I drop my wife off at home and head out on my own hunting and gathering expedition. I decide to try and redeem myself in her eyes by searching for the missing items on her list. My wife tells me not to worry we have lots of toilet paper.   I’m not so sure.  I have visions of wiping my bum with sheets of newspaper flyers.

There are four supermarkets and about a half dozen drugstores near us.  It takes me four drugstores before a clerk takes pity on me as she watches me silently crying like a little boy in front of an empty shelf.  I tell her I’d wipe my nose, but I don’t have any tissues.  She tells me there’s no tissues, but there is one bag of toilet paper in the back.  She was saving it for someone needy.
“I tell her I’m needy,” between sniffs.
She heads off into the back to fetch it.  I stand guard outside the door, lest some soul pretending to be more needy than me cuts in front.
In the line up to the cashier I see ‘toilet paper’ deprived people glaring at me.
“How did you score that?” a guy asks me.
I clutch it tighter to my breast.
“I had to trade a winning lottery ticket for it.”

At another drugstore I manage to use the same routine to score a single box of Kleenex.  Over two hours I manage to find 2l of milk, and a dozen eggs.  I arrive at a grocery store just as a guy is unloading chicken from a large cardboard box and placing them into the meat rack.  As soon as he puts it down somebody grabs it.  It isn’t too long until folks are grabbing them out of his hand.
“I thought chickens couldn’t fly,” I tell him.
“Huh?” he responds as two women are engaging in a tug-of-war over a fryer.
“These chickens seem to be flying off the shelf.”
While he’s watching the two women fighting over the chicken I manage to liberate two birds out of his box.  I’m learning. 
I spend the rest of the day watching CNN interrupting “Breaking News” bulletins with “More Breaking News” bulletins.

Tomorrow's plans: more hunting and gathering

Sunday, October 13, 2019

A quick update: I got my star!

Just not quite in the way I envisioned.   After my son, Elan, went home after the induction, he told his six-year-old daughter, Violet, that Zeyde (me) was sad because he didn’t get a star.  Violet suggested they could make me one.  So on Saturday, along with her father, they spent the day to create a star just like the ones on the sidewalk.   When I walked into their house for Thanksgiving dinner, there it was taped to the floor!

I thought my grandchildren wouldn’t appreciate who I was unless I had a star on the sidewalk to show I was important.  I was wrong.  They always knew I was important – not as a writer or a producer - but as their zeyde.   It wasn’t the star I thought I wanted, but it was the star I needed.  It made for a very special thanksgiving.   I have a lot to be thankful for.
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